LOST….
Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008iaya…so long didnt update my blog…all "fat moh" d…
since today got mood a bit…let me do some updates 
Had been in Sheffield for more than a month d…Life became hectic for the past 2 weeks…Almost "die" of assignments and presentations…was trying very hard to make myself focus..everything i did was half way…the most challenging thing was we were swaping groups every 2 weeks and so …we meet and work together with different partners…some very "geng"…a little LCLY but can work…some blur blur…some cool, but can give points ( really made my eyes wide open)…and there is one type that makes me go crazy …irritating …really cannot tahan…no contribution nvm…cakap sikit pun tadak…each time discussion, only know how to ask irrelevant questions…haiz…we meet all sorts of people…solve different case studies….but of course….also learn how to handle those type of "special" people with care ….thus, its quite interesting everytime when i think of it….hehehe
That’s not the sad part of the whole story….sigh…me and dear housemates were so used to our little unit 36…its my "home"…i always look forward to go home after a long long day in Uni…..Its the time we use to gather at the kitchen…we talk, gossip and laugh while preparing for our dinner…Hehe, time is never enough for us….But…happy moments like that can only be in our memory d…Yesterday, the thing that i was worrying about, finally happened…We were FORCED to shift from unit 36…The building needs to be refurbished before their semester starts….the most UNBEARABLE part was when i was told, "You have to stay seperately"…."sorry, there’s no units left for 5 person"….i went blank that very moment… i didnt know what to do…i felt lost…they were also lost…we have to shift that very night and return the keys next morning…
I went back….blindly packed everything into my luggage…there werent a sound from any of us….as time ticks away, the more i thought about it, i felt worse….the message alerts went ringing…friends kept asking is there anything they could help…i felt so touch….and i really felt like crying…(i know i know…i very "ham pao")but its not the hassle of shifting…its the moment we had at home…its the joy we shared together…its just..gone
I shifted to my new shelter…unpacked everything…cleaned the table and chairs…and i thought for a while…im going to miss them…i wont be shouting : IM HOME!!!…i wont be calling out names… i wont be cursing and laughing at people loudly in the kitchen….i wont be singing Karaoke in the kitchen…i no longer can knock at my housemates’ door just opposite mine…aiy…
Well, we had our last dinner in the kitchen at Unit 36…then quickly, we cleared our stuff and then another problem came by: how are we suppose to split our groceries…we were sharing all these while…and we’ve been contributing to the housefund all along…sad isnt it…no kitchen for us to cook by ourselves….we had to share with our new housemates and we were like "second class" tenants bcoz we shifted in late…Had to cook after them…im not saying that we are being bullied….they were the original students staying there wor…and we just shifted in…so its manners and courteous to follow their rules lor….
I tried to look at things better…but im still disturbed by this…well…allow me to "mourn" one more day..and i make sure i’ll not complain further after that….Bless me with my new housemates ya!
