Archive for June, 2007

Desperate…..

Monday, June 18th, 2007

I told myself ….i must blog this, NO matter what….

I was suppose to resit my Performance Management(PMT) paper today…

Well, it was an afternoon paper….So as usual, i arrived college early morning…not very early lar, around 10, just to avoid any unnecessary, unwanted, un"wished" circumstances… who knows what will happen right…

At 115pm…still not giving up, like very smart like tht…STIll reading the notes, hoping tht it might save me a few points if i manage to scribble smth on the paper during exam later…

125pm…. suddenly…aiya..feel like going toilet…ok ok, better stop reading….So, i packed up my stuff, made a final check to make sure i had sufficeint pens to write, ID card, calculator…and 1 LAST important thing…My exam slip…

126pm…still searching for the exam slip…getting nervous ald….checking on the watch almost every 5 seconds to notice HOW LATE I AM…

128pm…search and "hunt" for the slip…Turning the file upside down for 2 to 3 times..BUT STILL NO SIGN OF IT!!!!!! GREAT! i have lost it…SO smart….half an hour more to exam and im stuck down here searching for the stupid exam docket. ( NO exam docket, NO entering the exam hall k)

OMG….I couldnt believe i was such an idiot!!! how could i mispalce such IMPORTANT document…So as usual, the panickey HUi Ann quickly rush down the library..completely blank mind…dont know what to do…with the blur look (very obvious)…rushing through the exit…

THEN, i saw 2 of my friends, ML and LK….I just dunno wat to say…should i greet them??? But i have no mood for that… I had no choice, i had to find someone to share my "worries"..I NEED HELP!!! ML quickly told me that i could go to the admin block to find someone to issue me a temporary exam docket….WHEW…i thought yes!!!….

BUT then, the admin block and the Library was "YEARS" away …i wanted to cry…How on earth am i flying there to get it done and rush back to the exam  venue on time?????…. at that very moment, my heart stopped pumping…OMG…i screwed up my final chance to graduate.

Just when everything was in a mess and hopeless, LK offered to drive me to the admin block and so without hesitation, i said ok… But as i reached the exam division, the officer was out for lunch… GREAT…140pm…in the admin block..still dunno what to do…no docket issued…HOW!????

Luckily, LK offered to drive me home to search for the exam slip and as i could think no more, i just followed… I went home… it was like a bet…take it or leave it…and then ,Well, we were back in college by 155pm…but empty handed…huh why? GUESS WHAT ?………..

YES…i did not find my docket at home..

So again, i went to the exam division, fortunately the officer was in this time. The temporary exam slip was issued in 5 min. And by the time i rushed to the exam room, yes…it was 205pm..only 5 min late…

and i managed to sit for my exam today.

I swear i was like a mad woman  today…running up and down…Like those refugees…running for their lives =P

But actually, I just wanted to say a BIG thank you to both my friends…They stretched out their hand to reach mine when i was almost falling down to some what deep bottom, bottomless, endless bottom valley…ah watever…. If it had not been for them, i think, i would not have sat for the exam in time….And this really means a lot to me….Love them both man….

i will always remember this day…what are friends for…They could do wonders, i tell you.