Archive for May, 2006

Yup, its finaLLY OVER………

Friday, May 5th, 2006

As the last half an hour approach, i was still figuring how to solve this SUPER SUPER, double SUPer difficult question. I told myself i just couldnt give up like that, i need at least a ‘C” to help me survive through the last year in college ( heart still pounding hard…. ) Thinkiing about the time i spent JUST for the sake of passing this paper,( my god, i couldnt believe that i really used 1 and a half months, just focusing on it everyday) i make sure that i wrote something on the paper. Well, not to be sorry for myself in the future, writing crabs and rotts will be better that leaving it blank right? As the last minute came by, AT LAST………….well guess what? i DID NOT finish my paper AGAIN…… sigh…..i think giving me a thousand times resitting for this paper also i cannot finish on time lar….

Honestly, I pity those who were close with me for the past one and a half month. Well, by listening to H.Ann “narating”how hard she worked and how difficult was it lar, and how many revision questions she did but its useless lar, how many times she say ‘I JUST WANT TO PASS why like that also cannot lar”…… Its just toturing isn it> Thanks to those who stand by me…. specially dedicated to my mom and dad, friends who ’sama-sama’ fail this paper, the gal who teman to go gym every week without fail…..Thanks i appreciate that!

I was a bit down no doubt, You know, especially when people ask : HUH? you FAIL also ah? I cannot beleive that you’ve FAILED that paper?!!!!! ……Hmm,hey, obviously, of course i didnt want to fail also. Wish that i had done better too. But look, its not really wrong to fail right? i mean, people’s got ups and downs in their lives, and hey, im also a normal student not GENIUS.

But no matter what, its finally over and im glad thats the end of it….. Regardless of what will the result be, i think im ready to face it :)