A corner of MY oWn

FINALLY, i decided to bake a cheesecake. It was supertension for me ok…. Why? coz everyone told me its not going to be easy and i didnt get the exact ingredients for the recipe. So, during the process, i refer to the recipe book many many times whenever i proceed to the next step. I just go through the sentence again and again just to make sure that i dont leave any ingredients out before its to late if i happen to discover them. ( Its a normal incident for me) I was quite worried when the cheesy mixture was watery ( can hear the "piak piak" watery sound while the mixer is spinning). Well, i thought aiya whatever lar, its the first time anyway! Guarding by the oven was quite a tough time also k. But after an hour of baking, hehe, the colour turn out to be quite nice, golden brown like those served in cake shops, couldnt help smiling that time. We waited till 11 at night( it was supposed to be left chill in fridge for hours) and finally, the knife went through it….(drum roll) any my mom and bro had the first bite, they smiled, whew! that means i did it!!!

Actually, to bake and cook is not merely because i want to do it, its because of the joy of seeing your friends or family eating and enjoying it and they smile to you satisfyinglly or when you fail in something but yet they eat up those ‘failed experiments’ as a form of support. hmm,i suppose poh lynn can understand and feel the same as i do.

Yes, i did finish my last paper of the sem the recent Saturday. How was it? It was terrible, how good can it be? ….Looking at the paper with my blank brain, flippping the paper back and forth for so many times, drinking water as many times as  i can to calm myself down, music with themes like " you’re failling this time" or "you’re dead meat" keeps playing repeatedly in my head…these doesn’t seem to feel good after all.

Its suppose to be happy holiday for me, but the exam did affect my mood a bit, flashes of myself crying like a kid upon receiving my result slip, the thought of resitting the paper and the fear of seeing a "D" or "E" in my result slip…. these sums up to a big lump in my throat and i cannot seem to clear it…… my brain sort of cooked up a little, so guys, excuse me if i start to blur out things which are out of topic k….

Its the 3rd time im writing this post. why? because i keep on pressing the same wrong button and my post just went dissappeared. hahaha, How stupid can a person be ? (laughing to myself)

Its never easy for me to create a story, think of an idea or give my opinion. hmm, say when you ask: what do you think?  the answer from me would be, "i dont know, whateverlar." My tiny brain would simply just refuse to spin and think, its always slower than normal by half. Is that a sign of laziness? i wish i could tell….

Should blogs be long and fulll of words or

should it be ‘ pictures, graphics and special effects everywhere’???? what do you think?